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Passed out on the floor thinking am i happy yet.

Sat Sep 6, 2008, 7:05 AM
  • Mood: Peaceful
  • Listening to: Buried A lie by Senses Fail
Heyyy whats good negra?
SO anywhore im NEVER on here anymore. So dont bother adding me or commenting me or anyshit like that. Nothing really has changed im still in love with Shane and we are still madddd close and i got a tattoo. Its really cute. Schools not like last year. I might put on more poems but im not exactly sure, mlike i said im never on. Summer sucked....like a lot. partly cuz of summer schiool but heyyyy i met a lot of people a cought up with one <3. I dont really party all that much anymore, ive calmed down A LOT. but heyyy i still have soooo much fun with my friends now dont get me wrong im not ALL clean. : ] I just dont have problems anymore. Im trying to stop smoking as of right now its been 2 and a half days and ive already mad a friend cry cuz i guess i can be reallly bitchty. oh well.
Yeah theres a lot for me to talk about im just too lazy to write anuy of it.

Myspace and friends are like my life now. So im almost always on it. [link] add me if you wish.
And if you dont have one " xXgodxisxfearXx " on Meebo or Aim, whatever you use.

:peace:

Got tagged and stuff

Sat Aug 2, 2008, 4:38 PM
  • Mood: Peaceful
  • Listening to: Gerard sing to me
  • Reading: Gerards body language (sp?)
  • Watching: My gerard dance
  • Playing: With gerard =)
  • Eating: ...not gerard *wink*
* 1. Post these rules.
* 2. Each tagged person must post 8 things about themselves on their journal.
* 3. At the end, you have to choose and tag 8 people and post their icons on the same journal.
* 4. Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.
* 5. No tag-backs

1. I do wish i was a better person sometimes but most of the time im completly in love with myself and my friends and family.
2. i have 8 peircing and is getting more soon.
3. I like to go to the mall every friday night and make new friends. But sometimes i meet creepy ass people and when i come home they make me feel like the world is failing
4. Ive done a lot of things im not proud of but i will NEVER regret them.
5. Im in love but i've been in love before and the ending hurt.
6. I HATE ME JOB
7. Sometimes i really do think no one understands me but then i talk to my friends and they know EVERYTHING im thinkings before i say it
8. I will believe anyone if they say the right things to me.
I tag no one




So nothing really going on anymore. Going to a seether concert soon. I learned a lot so far in the summer and stuff. im not really on here anymore but if you want to hit me up sometime my screen name is " xXgoxisxfearXx " AIM.





:heart:

When i said Sweet....you know i ment dirty. : ]

Mon Jun 16, 2008, 4:36 AM
  • Mood: Peaceful
  • Listening to: Gerard sing to me
  • Reading: Gerards body language (sp?)
  • Watching: My gerard dance
  • Playing: With gerard =)
  • Eating: ...not gerard *wink*
  • Drinking: ...*giggle*
I AM SO FUCKING EXCITED!!!!!! I Am working at Spencers, i got the job now we are just waiting for me to turn 16!!!!
My friend Ryan said it would be kickass. i :heart: him. : ]

This whole fucking summer will be soooooo fucking kickass!!!!



To tell you the truth i prefer the worst in you, to bad you had to have a better half.


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I feel a sin. :]

Tue Jun 10, 2008, 4:32 AM
  • Mood: Peaceful
  • Listening to: Gerard sing to me
  • Reading: Gerards body language (sp?)
  • Watching: My gerard dance
  • Playing: With gerard =)
  • Eating: ...not gerard *wink*
  • Drinking: ...*giggle*
SO i went to the carnival FUCKING AWESOME!!!! As always! Then i was in CT the whole weekend. found the coolest fucking store that sold the fucking coolest things "LifeStyles" and then there was this other store called "Shock and Awe" in was maddd hippy.

I can get my permit in 42 days.....yesssssss.

Im going to go see "The Strangers"Again, it was good.....

Im hoping to chill with shane sometime again reallllllll soon.

I went to the hinsdale lake the yesterday with my EMily Katie and Gabby.

Quiting BK soon then im going to Target. "WOAH DREAM BIG!"

Shawn asked me out. I dont know yet cuz hes not really the type i like. WE ARE TOTAL OPPOSITES! I hate violence and the war and hunting and camping and sports and those are like his life. He hates smoking, alcohol, drugs, hes maddd prude and he HATES when people say North Adam jokes ( fyi those are incest jokes) And i love all those things, except the drugs. Pots not a drug.

I gots a mosquito bite on my back.

:[ IT'S TOO HOT!
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Oh shit, shake that ass ma, move it like a gypsy
Stop, woah, back it up, now let me see your hips SWING!!!!!



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:iconsungoddessokami: (I :heart: this girl FUCKING AMAZING ARTIST)
:iconhi8us07: (Mrs green in her driveway with a chicken)
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real lifes getting more like fiction each day.

Fri May 16, 2008, 5:43 AM
  • Mood: Peaceful
  • Listening to: Gerard sing to me
  • Reading: Gerards body language (sp?)
  • Watching: My gerard dance
  • Playing: With gerard =)
  • Eating: ...not gerard *wink*
  • Drinking: ...*giggle*
Bored as all fuck.....browsing around DA found this.....whatever...
If my life was a musical....i think it would be much like RENT.....hmmmm isnt that a bummer?

1. Do you like animals?
Yes

2. Have you ever met an online friend in person?
Nope...

3. Are you athletic?
No....unless Wii sports counts any....

4. Are you: thin, fat, athleticlly built etc:
Fat asss.......

5. How much do you weigh?
Idk....

6. What's your height?
5'4

7. Shoe size?
8.5

8. Girls- are you tomboyish, girly, normal, etc?
erm....what is normal? ....IM averagly myself?

9. Guys- Are you girly, or guyish?
...

10. What car do you have?
Kia spectra....but i want one of those hippie vanagans....

11.When's your birthday?
July 22

12. Do you like to receive gifts?
Yes...unless i have to pretend to like them....

13. Are you sociable?
Yeah

14. Do you have many friends?
Yeah i guess....i cant go anywher with out seeing one....

15. What's your race?
What kind of question is that? Irish, hungarian, italian,german and american....i guess....

16. Do you like to talk on the phone?
Yes....

17. Are you single or taken?
Single....with a few boys thrown in....

18. Do you eat meat?
No....

19. Are you paranoid?
Yeah i guess you could say i am

20. Do you read a lot?
Nope

21. Do you listen to music, what kind?
Yes...all kind....

22. Do you play any instruments?
THE TAMBERIN(sp?) AND THE TRIANGLE!

23. Do you collect things?
Not really

24.What's the meaning of life?
Uhm....yet again what kind of question is that?


THINGS TO DO BEFORE I DIE:
#1)See the world
#2)Bungie jump
#3)Party for a week straight...
#4)Meet the pope (then steal his hat dont worry ive got a plan)
#5)Legalize Pot....somehow
#6)Learn to spell


THINGS YOU CAN'T (OR WON'T) DO:
1)Rob a homeless guy
2)Kill an animal
3)get close to a bird


THINGS YOU SAY THE MOST:
1)word
2)dude
3)fuck
4)what is this?
5)your cool
6)I want to be just like them if i grow up.


MOVIES I COULD (OR DO) WATCH OVER AND OVER AGAIN:
1)Airplane!
2)holes
3)Young Frankinstein
4)Mean girls
5)Monty python and the holy grail
6)Across the universe


VIDEO GAMES THAT JUST MAKE YOU GO "WOO!":
1)Super Mario.....
2)erm....paper boy.....
3)bioshock


i for one have seen the sun and the bit6ch that you locked up inside, got fat got angry started hating myself wrote birthday boy for you babe now im skinny and sick and paranoid..


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